Tonight I feel stuck. I have a lot bubbling around in this big ol’ head of mine. A big piece of the puzzle that I cannot seem to place right now is Youtube. I am on this site almost everyday. It is what I turn to when I feel like absolute crap. It is what I turn to when I need a good laugh or a hearty talk. It is a big part of my life. And I would love more than anything to have the courage to make and put up a video… But I am just not sure. I always worry and second guess everything. Which I am sure someone out there can relate to as well. But deep down I really feel like this could help me. Help me get a thicker skin. Help me to see that I can sit in front of a camera and not run for the hills when put face to face with myself. Heck, maybe it could even turn into a career one day. But that will never happen if I keep letting my mind do the talking and not my heart……… I just don’t know how to quiet the panic. If anyone is out there listening to and/or reading this and gives a damn, please just give me a little piece of advice here… I could really use it ❤ Thank you.